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The Scions wouldn't have agreed to this. Barely tolerated the presence of the Ascian, certainly didn't like or trust him speaking to Mikh'tan. Not that this ever stopped the little Keeper from seeking Emet-Selch out to talk whenever he showed his face. If he was ever bothered by the man's barbs and smart remarks, he was especially good at letting it roll off his back. Seemed earnest in trying to bridge the gap between them, to find some common ground. Held a hope that they could find some third option between the idea of one or the other. Something. Anything.

It wasn't such idealism that had him sneaking away from the Crystarium in the dead of night though. He'd kept a brave face on things, but it was impossible for him not to realize what was happening to him, long before anyone actually admitted it to him, long before he was starting to crack apart ilm by ilm under the strain of the glut of Light Aether. If any of his companions had any idea, they'd surely stop him but no one was expecting him to leave, to slip away to Amaurot.

For all he wasn't a creature of darkness, there was some semblance of relief in the malms of ocean water above blocking out the Light he knew stained the skies, all but prickled up the back of his neck. The Miqo'te managed several steps away from the aetheryte before he felt a surge that had the white creeping in at the edges of his vision, that searing cold all but carving it's way through him, sending him stumbling hard as he dropped his bag, grabbing for one of the railings to at least avoid hitting the ground. Tail frizzing as he let out a low, distressed noise of pain behind his hand, fingers quickly stained with the glow of liquid aether as the air positively crackled with the same energy making more of that awful white and gold creep over skin like a poison.

It would take him a moment to be able to go looking or call out, if Emet-Selch wasn't already aware of his presence. He held no real illusion that this wasn't exactly what the Ascian had been planning, but at the same time...

He didn't see a way to make this stop. Didn't want to be alone in what he was afraid would be the final days or even hours he had left as himself before the Light subsumed him.

He'd spent too much of his life alone.

Date: 2020-11-09 03:19 pm (UTC)
emet_sulk: (35 when it all becomes too much to bear)
From: [personal profile] emet_sulk
He could hardly ignore the overbearing presence of Light as it entered his domain. It drew the eye, prickled at his senses. A calamity struggling to remain contained by the fragile soul of the Warrior of Light. Emet-Selch emerged out of the rift from his hiding place as they fell heavily against the railing. His footsteps echoed on the cold stone like the lonely ticking of an antique clock as he drew as close as he dared to Novrandt's new would-be Lightwarden.

"It will hurt the more you continue to struggle against it, you know."

He was almost proud of the way he managed to keep his voice even even as pity swelled in his breast. He really, truly wished they had been strong enough for this.

"Just let it go."

Date: 2020-11-13 02:34 am (UTC)
emet_sulk: (54 hmph pitiful)
From: [personal profile] emet_sulk
"Hmph. Yes, your kind do like to struggle on far beyond reasonable limits."

But such efforts cannot be sustained indefinitely. Sooner or later, the body - or the mind - breaks. And even if neither do, one cannot come out the other end unchanged. Like waves dashing themselves against a breaker, trying to wear it down.

"But when you transform, I shan't need to lift a finger. Not that I would want to - too much Light, even for one such as I, you know. No, your own instincts will guide you as you hunt for aether, and I shall watch from afar to ensure you bring this shard back to ruin."

His expression hardens. "If that means killing the Scions so that they cannot muster an army against you, then so be it."

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Date: 2020-11-13 08:29 am (UTC)
emet_sulk: (25 look at you)
From: [personal profile] emet_sulk
Despite his impeccable self-control, Emet-Selch flinches. Not because of their piteous words but because every crack, every flicker of Light spilling past their lips or from their eyes could signal the final collapse of their soul. Faced with such immense Light, even he must be wary.

He ought to leave. That would be the sensible course of action, but...

"Oh, very well," he sighs. "I suppose 'twould be heartless to ignore a dying wish."

Stepping closer, he sinks on to the cold stone with a pointed sliver of distance between himself and the Warrior of Light. But then he reaches up to touch their cheek, carefully avoiding the pale, ceramic streaks running down their skin.

"Close your eyes."

These broken things never had understood the true power and capabilities of the Echo. The power to transcend limits, the power to sympathise, but also more simply: the power to share.

A headache is probably the least of their worries when the Light is eating away at them inside. Emet-Selch touches their foreheads together and imparts one of his oldest, fondest memories of a time long past...

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Date: 2020-11-13 09:12 am (UTC)
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A night like any other. The walkway gently curves its way down to the shore, following the bend of the land their city is built along. Emet-Selch strolls without hurry, eyes searching out the one who had called him there.

They are easy to spot. They are the only one who would have the boldness to stand out by the sea with their robes hitched up and the waves lapping at their feet.

"Hythlodaeus sends his apologies. A sudden urgent matter forces him to remain at the Bureau," he says tersely once he draws within range. Urgent, his foot - it's obvious what Hythlodaeus is playing at by calling out so suddenly.

Their laughter sends an odd flutter through his heart. They point up towards the stars.

"Look, aren't they beautiful?"

His gaze follows their hand, lingers on the glittering canvas above. "They look the same night after night," he says dourly. "Tonight is no different." But does he mean the stars or the light of so many brilliant souls dancing amongst them?

They huff. He drags his gaze back down and watches them spin to face him. Their mouth moves but he doesn't quite register the words, and he swallows back those hovering upon his own tongue, heart hammering in his chest.

Your star will always shine brightest in my eyes.

Date: 2020-11-14 03:21 am (UTC)
emet_sulk: (10 stoicism)
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He snatches his hand back and leans away, bristling instinctively as the Light begins to shine even through their very pores. Ironically, it's like sitting near a newborn sun. He feels it burning him, like solar flares rippling across the Warrior's skin, and feels the Darkness he is steeped in rebel.

Sickening regret, bitterness, anger, all surge to the fore as he grips their shoulder. It hurts but he ignores the painful tingling in his palm.

"Then why didn't you?" he hisses. "I offered you the chance. With your strength, there was much and more we could have accomplished. One more shard and your soul would have grown that much fuller. We could have found another way."

Date: 2020-11-17 02:24 pm (UTC)
emet_sulk: (05 then so can mine)
From: [personal profile] emet_sulk
This time Emet-Selch scrambles to his feet backing away and shielding his eyes from the growing Light. He can't do anything for them. Anything he could try would simply cause them more pain, and the Oracle is not here to suppress their Light now. Not that she would be able to any more.

He watches the vicious fluctuations of aether wrack their body. What form would they take, he wonders, as the hollow in his chest yawns wider. To see that almost beautiful, distinctive blue give way to cold porcelain...

He balls his fists and clenches his teeth. "Lest you worry about disturbing the shades with your screaming," he says tightly, "worry not. They care for naught. Let it go and it will be over all the sooner."

Date: 2020-11-20 10:24 pm (UTC)
emet_sulk: (30 what Vauthry did with bliss...)
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For a long while he only has eyes for their monstrous form. Funny how there is still somehow beauty in the horror before him. Though he has never really given thought to how any of the First's Lightwardens manifest themselves, he finds his gaze drawn to the former Warrior of Light's figure.

Thorny bramble and golden blooms. He wonders if they mean anything. Though he tenses when they look his way, as he expects, they mark him as an unappetising meal and meander away, leaving behind a trail of gold. If he were a better person, he would feel for the Ondo about to become the creature's next banquet. But the lives of the natives don't matter any longer. The First is now condemned. His work here is finished.

He sighs and slumps, only then realising that their satchel had been left behind. He picks it up, and out of idle curiosity, takes a brief look inside.

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Date: 2021-01-14 09:49 am (UTC)
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He could hardly believe he's doing this. Acting to save the very thing he had condemned? It went against everything he has been working for. His mind spun excuses for his own behaviour as he stalked the shadows, eavesdropping on key parties as they discuss the unassailable Light. The people had been quick to surrender hope after the creature had proven its inexorable strength against the combined might of Eulmore's and the Crystarium's armies. Despair had set in, as expected - as planned - and the First would soon have been ready to rejoin the Source.

The Scions had initially tried to remain in the First, but the increasingly tenuous connection betwixt body and soul forced them to confront the impossibility of doing so. Making use of the Nu Mou hermit living in the elves' old palace, he helped craft a way for the Scions to return home and then followed them there.

Emet-Selch shadowed the Scions' activities. A trickier feat than it sounded considering there were not a few Echo-blessed amongst their allies. The prevailing mood in the Rising Stones was sombre. They had lost their strongest ally, and supposedly, that meant the Eighth Umbral Calamity would strike in the near future. This only cemented Emet-Selch's theory that the Exarch somehow came from the future. But that was neither here nor there now.

But as was the mortal way, everyone picked themselves up and strove to find a means to avert calamity on the Source instead. Garlemald would need to be dealt with: either by victory in war or in parley. One of the twins however, restless for action, voiced her desire to resume trying to find a means to reverse tempering. Emet-Selch latched on to this desire desperately and began to plot.

There was little time left. He would lose Azem if the First was swallowed in calamity, and there was no guarantee that their next incarnation would remember aught about him or about themselves.

Date: 2021-01-23 02:22 pm (UTC)
emet_sulk: (24 and then there was Amaurot)
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He listened silently, unheard, unseen, drifting in his natural intangible form. Even for old immortals such as they, the study of souls had been a deep and near bottomless area of academic interest. Emet-Selch had never tried to understand the whys and wherefores of the Sundered. His interest ended at their greatly diminished pall. Thus, he couldn't rightly say whether any of their discussions had merit. It was a fact that the Warrior was not entirely mindless. It was a fact that they had recognised him and spoken names they should not have consciously known. He could feel the uneasiness in his breast as he wove his plans in the shadows, knowing that what he did verged on betrayal.

Elidibus, in fact, did pay him a visit once. He seemed concerned by his brethren's new obsession. He pointedly reminded Emet-Selch of their goal and then left as silently as he had come.

Mitron, he thought. Their body still lay out there, somewhere in the vast expanse of the Light-blasted plain. He could still use them. With that thought, the tightness in his breast eased.

The Scions shared what they learnt with the Exarch via their mutual fairy allies so that he might begin to form a plan to counteract the Lightwarden's influence. But Emet-Selch decided that he had seen enough. By the time the mortals found a means to stave off the passive Light sinking into their very beings, it might very well be too late. So he disappeared and took himself to the Lightwarden's current sanctuary.

"Hero?" he called quietly. "...Persephone?"
emet_sulk: (24 and then there was Amaurot)
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He still didn't understand how this was possible but he let himself drift upwards, rising until he was eye-level with the Warden and could reach out to touch its face. As usual, he ignored the way their presence weighed on him. His adamant soul would not cave to their passive Light.

"I might have a way to reverse this," he murmured, stroking one porcelain cheek. "A way to negate all that Light raging within you. But will you struggle if I try?"

They had seemed to understand him thus far. He wondered if that extended to consenting to what he was planning.

Oh, who was he kidding? He would go ahead with it anyway whether they wanted it or not. Was that selfish of him? Yes. Did he care? No. It wasn't as though any of his people were here to judge him for it.
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Date: 2021-03-05 01:50 am (UTC)
emet_sulk: (63 remember us)
From: [personal profile] emet_sulk
He decided to take that as acquiescence. He doubted the Warrior-turned-Warden would be able to give him more. Glancing about, he made a horizontal cutting motion with his arm and a shadowy barrier immediately sprung up to enclose the two of them. Any lesser Eater would (hopefully) be repulsed by it. He had no doubt they would try to interfere once their Lightwarden began crying in pain.

Turning his attention back to Mikka, he took their face one last time and kissed what passed for a forehead. Then he closed his eyes and focused.

First, isolate the mind from the soul. With his ability, that was easy. Sorting through the blinding glow of Light to find it, however, less so. He could feel the natural dissonance between their aspects threatening to rend him apart as he grasped the faint tinge of colour hovering disparate from all the rest. But once he had it, he began funnelling aether into a greater yet more intricate version of the magic that the Scions had created on the Source.

It would hurt. He knew he might well lose the physical body he currently had in the Lightwarden's retaliation. But he had to try.

Date: 2021-03-14 02:47 pm (UTC)
emet_sulk: (61 flinch)
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He flinches without thinking but the barrier holds fast against the lesser Eaters. Just as their Light can burn him, so too can his Dark hurt them. It's the Lightwarden he must worry about.

The brambles lash out at him and he retreats, sending out dark blades to try and cut through the mass and dodging whatever remain. This won't do. He needs to be closer. It's difficult enough keeping their soul in sight without all this accursed Light trying to snuff him out.

Using a smaller shield of darkness to encompass him, he darts through the air towards the Warden. Having to maintain two barriers against the onslaught is taxing. If he cannot manage this before they fail, he hopes he can yet make his escape.

Date: 2021-07-25 05:43 am (UTC)
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The brambles closed in, their thorns seeking out the cracks in his focus, the weaknesses in his defence. He forced more and more dark aether into his spell, gritting his teeth as he struggled to hold mind and soul separate as he weaved. The closer they drew him in, the less the Warden's gilded limbs seemed to glitter.

More. Even more. He was one man against a creature whose monstrous strength only grew with each victory - and that was before their transformation. Did he even stand a chance...?

No, he could not allow himself to think that.

"Persephone, please," he whispered, staring into their Light-tinged soul. "Help me."

As the Lightwarden's writhing tendrils enclosed his shield, he threw all caution to the wind and dedicated his remaining energies to erasing the blight on his friend's soul. If he died for this then so be it.

With everything he loved gone there was little left worth living for.

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